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released January 23, 2015

lyrics and art by kay




Mar Providence, Rhode Island

eiríkr åsheim &
kay belardinelli

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Track Name: Onlooker
onlooker. silent bystander. the one who did nothing. the one who saw the evil, who knows the evil but does nothing.

take a deep breath. you ignore it. you promise to think of it later.

"neutral"? no! does not exist. your hands are clean? no! not today.

take a deep breath. you ignore it. you promise to think of it later. put the key back into your pocket.

she’s shut in. the cage is locked. she’s cut off. she’s pressed down. is dead. the caged writhed. the caged wailed. you stood by. the caged looked you in the eye till her last breath.

you think your hands are clean, but sometimes throwing your hands in the air is just the same as wrapping your fingers around a knife handle.

a choice to endorse, a silent endorsement. uninvolvement is not an option. the arms that were bound that you did not unbind. the arms bound, the cage locked, the key in your hand. silent onlooker.
Track Name: Fortunate Fuck
an open door. a broken window. a blank page to scribble and scratch.

you infant, round and pink. a king? a baby in a sling.

standing atop the shoulders of others, upon the strong yet unseen bodies. you go where you like. thoughtless, walking across the unseen bodies.

we are strong but unseen. never released, never relieved. we work for our lives. we fight to survive. expecting attack. locks down, shields raised. always.

impermeable prick. fortunate fuck. who carries you?

you see her as a door, her home an open door. you see her as a door, her body an open door. not a human being, one with skin, no. borderless. limitless. a broken window, an open door.

prick. infant. get fucked.