To My Dead Brother

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  • Cassette + Digital Album

    Limited edition cassette, with art by vocalist Kay, lyrics insert, and hand-transferred imprint.

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Cut from the same cloth. But now the threads are thin, the threads are bare.

Twelve years.

The flame is frail, waiting in the wind. Today a song came on and it grabbed me by the gut. I fell to the floor, wishing for our family that’s gone. I think of you a lot... As time goes on, I think of your even more. I follow your scent, but you’re only in the air.

I wish I knew the drugs wouldn’t work. I wish I knew the fucking words.

Each boy is a mirage. Each man, just a mirage. I wish I knew what I know now, wish I knew to say the words.


from Fill Your Lungs, released May 20, 2017




Mar Providence, Rhode Island

eiríkr åsheim &
kay belardinelli

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